Kristen

i fucking hate guys in general seriously like HATE!
i find a guy that im actually happy with...that actually likes ME that actually understands that im not over eric yet...that acutally wants me for me...and what does he do...HE FUCKING CHEATS ON ME!
are u serious...like did i fucking miss something...did i miss the memo that says its ok to be going out with someone for a while and go and stick ur goddamned penis into ur ex-girlfriend...am i missing something here...i mean come on...he says he didnt do it...after he tell 6 people including ERIC my best friend HELLO! and then expects him not to tell me...yeah right...so yea hes lying to my face


I HATE PENISES!!!!

and the guys that have them!

This is me confused out of my mind not knowing what to do. What am I supposed to do? What do u do when ur in love with someone you know will never love u? What do u do when the one person in the world that makes you happy when ur alone makes u cry at least 2 a day when your with other people? What do u do when you do everything in your power to help out the person your in love with and people just say ur a stalker? What do you do when your in love with your best friend who doesnt love you back and constantly have to watch him hopelessly chase other girls just so he can have a 2 sec cheap hook-up and have it mean nothing? What do you do when you cant control yourself from crying when you see the guy you love be all over another girl but you cant cry because then your considered a stalker? What do you do when your best friend creates most of the sorrow in your life but you love them too much to even think about letting go? What do you do when a great guy really likes you but your too hopelessly caught up in a guy that will never love you back to notice? What do you do when all you want is to go up and talk to him but your afraid he doesnt want to talk to you? What do you do when suddenly nothing you do matters anymore because your whole life revolves around him? What do you do when youve liked someone for 2 years and 2 months and know that you can never stop? What do you do? Do you sit and wait hoping that one day they will realize how much they have and finally appreciate it for what it is? Or do you give-up and never be able to love anyone else because your so hopelessly in love with someone that you cant let go? What do you do when even your best girlfriend gets annoyed with you because you love someone so much? What do you do when everything little makes you depressed? What do you do when everytime you look at him you can cry so easily, but yet when he opens his mouth all that comes is a smile? What do you do when youve been kept a secret and now everyone thinks your crazy because nobody really knows what happened in the first place? What do you do?


What do I do?

God Im so stupid

alright i realized it...u thought with the wrong part of ur anatomy right? alright well heres the thing i thought with my heart leaving it vulnerable...so next time u decide to persue things with a girl do me a favor and think with ur head...the big one not the little one becuz theres a reason why the little one doesnt have a brain...im not the girl to use and u knew it...we had this conversation remember?.?.? outside ur house when u asked me to tell u about every guy that has ever hurt me...do u remember what u said i believe it was oh its differnet this time it didnt start out the same way...well bullshit...and how about that night when u walked me home and asked me if i thought that i was just a number and i said am i and u said no of course not u could never do that to one of your best friends...or how about that time in my room where i sat there and fought with ur best friend saying that u didnt like me and he fought with me for twenty minutes about how i should ask u out becuz u like me ur just scared well bullshit dont lie to me...was it worth it to make up that plan...did it turn out like u expected...no of course not becuz im not that stupid no im not that stupid beyond what u may believe and what did u think i was going to just give up on liking u...did u think that i would just move on that fast after i have wasted fucking two years of my life on u...did u think that was going to happen that easily....


Well tell me this...was it worth it...to break your best friends heart...or do u have regrets now...poor baby

fuck off

explain something to me...whats wrong with me seriously...what is so terribly wrong with me that guyz feel the need to use me and break my heart over and over and over again...am i ugly...and i fat...am i stupid...am i annoying...am i a horrible person what is wrong with me there must be something. i always get hurt always no matter what im soo careful not to do anything that will leave myself open to get hurt...i wait and make sure i completely like someone before admitting it out loud im careful and choose words carefully i dont get it...im also really upset about my friends, what is it about me do i just have a sign on my back that says HEY!! OVER HERE!! YEA YOU!! STEAL THE GUY I WANT!! ILL GET OVER IT!! im tired of it...everyone lies to me to spare my feeling which ends up being much much worse becuz i got lied to...heres a little advice guyz if u dont like me dont get with me...if u dont like me like that tell me...i am also quite sick of my so-called best friend...it seems like lately she hasnt been caring about how i feel at all which apparently has been going on way longer then i realized according to our mutual long term friends but i never noticed i have come to the conclusion that i cannot tell her anything and that if i want something to spread around school well damnit she should be the first person i tell...im tired of her doing stupid things behing my back that she promised me that she wouldnt and then lying to me about it...this may come as a suprise to some of u but IM NOT STUPID im crazy observent and i pick up on things that most people wouldnt...trying to hide things from me hold no purpose becuz i tend to kno things wayy before u think i do and then i sit back and watch u continuously lie to my face until u tell me and then i freak out at u for lying to me so heres some advice QUIT IT!

i finally gut up the guts...when he finally asked him for once i told the truth...he asked if i liked him...i told him yes since the day i met him...he laughed at me...he laughed at me...he told me he finally got me to say it...he laughed at me...he laughed at me....he laughed at me

[1] when was the last time you went to the bathroom outside? never...truthfully
[2] when was the last time you saw one of your parents? like a hour ago
[3] which family member do you most resemble? my dadi and my aunt Kathy
[4] do you wear cologne/perfume? yup...AE Aura and Body by victoria lotion
[5] do you wear deodorant? yes
[6] do you 'clean up nice'?yes
[7] when was the last time you tripped and fell? today...at the outlet marketplace
[8] where was the last place you slept besides your home? Morgans Trailer down the shore
[9] what are you listening to right now? Wasting My Time by Taryn Manning
[10] have you ever started an uncontrollable fire? nope but ive been at a few
[11] ever run out of gas on the road? nope
[12] would you rather cut the grass or rake the leaves? cut the grass im allergic to fall leaves
[13] Your name spelled backwards? Ffud EiraM NetsirK
[14] What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? nothing
[15] Last time you swam in a pool? Saturday
[16] Have you ever been in a school play? Yes tons
[17] How many kids do you want? 3 and according to the physic im gonna have 3 so ya
[18] Type of music you dislike most? country
[19] Are you registered to vote? nope not yet too young
[20] Do you have cable? yes...comcast digital
[21] Ever prank call anybody? yessum
[22] Best friends? Ashley, Amy, Eric, Morgan, Lydia, Justin
[23]Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? bungee jump
[24] Do you have a garden? my parents do
[25] What's your favorite comic strip? Garfield and For Better or Worse
[26] Bath or Shower, morning or night? bath (cant breathe in shower) both
[27] Best movie you've seen in the past month: St. Elmos Fire
28] Favorite pizza topping? cheese
[29] Chips or popcorn? chips
[30] What color lipstick do you usually wear? clear...light pink
[31] Have you ever smoked peanut shells? is that healthy...or normal...?
[32] Orange Juice or apple? apple juice
[33] Favorite type of chocolate bar? 3 Musketeers
[34] When was the last time you voted at the polls? too young
[35] Last time you ate a homegrown tomato? today after guard hehe
[36] Are you a good cook? definatly
[37] Ever order anything from an infomercial? no.
[38] Sprite or 7-up? i dont like soda but sprite is better
[39] Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work? nope i dont work haha
[40] Ever thrown up in public? yes...alot...in 4th grade i threw up on the bus and also in 4th grade i got a concussion and was throwing up every 2 mins for 48 hrs so everyone saw me at the hospital
[41] Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love? true love most definatly
[42] Do you believe in love at first sight? yes...unfortunatly been there done that

[43] Can ex's be friends? yes but things will forever remain weird between u
[44] Who was the last person you visited in a hospital? my cousin missy when she had her baby on July 6
[45] Did you have a lot of hair as a baby? not at all i was bald until like age 2 lol
[46] What message is on your answering machine? nothing cuz my phone is gay and wont let me
[47] What do you think about most? things that people said that made me feel stupid or feel that they are thinking about me...they nag me and make me feel horrible....

[48] favorite form of travel? car when im driving hehe
[49] ever drink rotten milk? eww no i barely drink milk let alone rotten milk
[50] what do you think of the person who posted this ahead of you? Jenna is one weird chick....however i love her excentric hippie ways that leave u feeling happy and also wondering what the hell happened to her at birth haha i love u jenna

alright this is my pissed off vent session that is gonna start shit but i really could care less at the moment so here goes...im sick of my friends period im sick of it im sick of the one sided friendships...im sick of the bull shit and im sick of the drama im sick of the oh u like him cool u can have him until i decide i want him then u can give him up ok fucking bullshit im tired of the lies and im tired of the not being able to keep anything a secret im tired of always being the one that has to sacrifice and im tired of always being the one thats left in the end... im sick of the ur my best friend and i tell u anything whether its gonna hurt u or not im tired of the stringing guyz along thing im tired of the fact that no one cares how i feel about the situation and im tired of the fact that i always seem to be the one that is made out to be the jealous bitch when if u were any kind of friend in the first place it wouldnt even be an issue...im sick of the talking behind my back and of u telling me things that i dont want to hear just because u cant fucking keep a secret...well heres some advice learn to becuz it might help u in the long run becuz eventually someone is gonna get fed up with ur bull shit and tell u to shut the fuck up and start caring about someone other then urself and when that day comes im gonna throw my head back and laugh my ass of cuz finally finally u got what u deserve
and dont assume just cuz this might apply to u im speaking to u and get mad at me cuz its not worth it cuz most likely ur wrong
vent over...have a good day

1. What is the latest movie you saw? Top Gun
2. Favorite porn Star? iunno i dont watch porn creepo

3. Your favorite quote? um...

4. Current music that is your playing in your car? Chicago...im my momis car which i can drive now hehe

5. What is your favorite restaurant? Carabas

6. Do you like spicy food? most definatly

7. Do you remember your dreams? not really but if i do they usually come tru

8. What is the happiest moment in your life? hm...iunno

9. Do you believe in God? yup

10. How about Ghosts? have you ever seen one in real life? yes...and yes

11. Favorite color that you love to wear? pink or green

12. What brand of tooth paste do you use? crest herbal mint

13. When is the last time you visited the doctor? um... which one...i visted my pulmonologist not that long ago...i think

14 What would your friends describe you as? sparatic...talkative...secretive

15. Do you believe in sex before marriage? yes...i do lol

16. Is there someone special that you are thinking of right now? define special...

17. Do you know how to use chopsticks? kinda

18. Can you live without rice? probably

19. Who is your cell phone provider? cingular

20. Who do you like better, your mom or dad? mom...except for with driving then definatly dad lol

21. What are your 3 favorite TV shows? medium, greys anatomy, family guy

22. Can you speak another language fluently? not really

24. How many pair of shoes do you own? tons.... but i wear like none of them

25. What sport team are you reppin for? eagles

26. Are you double jointed? definalty
28. How many pets do you own and what kind? 1 dog and some fish

29. Can you swim? yes

30. Are you going to see Star Wars Episode III? probably when it comes out

31. How many DVD's do you own? about 20

32. How many music CD's do you own? not that many...some
33. Worst pick up line used on you? haha can i use ur butt as a hat
34. Do you like to draw or paint? nope im artistically challenges
35. Brand of shampoo you use? pantene Pro v

36. Favorite deodorant? lady speed stick caribean cool

37. Have you ever flashed anyone? not purposefully
38. What makes you horny? iunno...u
39. What kind of computer do you have? a dell flat screen

40. How many purses or wallets do you own? i have 37 purses and no wallets lol

41. What is currently on your desk? tape, speakers. computer printer paper towels camera dock and my cell phone

42. Have you ever dated a co-worker? i have no job

43. Can you drive stick shift? no i just learned to drive regular

44. Have you ever stolen anything? nope

46. What is your favorite month of the year? may/june

47. Whats your astrological sign? Taurus
48. Have you ever farted during sex? i havent had sex so therefor...

49. Do you like fishing or camping? kinda

50. What makes you sad? when people make things up and then spread it around school and then no one believes u when u say its not tru

51. Have you ever been sued or have sued anyone? no

52. What is important to you in general? friends, family.

55. Do you like ice cream? pretty much

56. What is your ideal vacation or place that you want to visit? Italy
57. How many people have you met on Myspace in real life? people i already knew
58. Bruce Lee or Jet Li? um...no

59. Do you save coupons? no

60. What is your dream car that you wish you could own? mazda miata

61. Who do you think is the best rapper? eminem

62. Have you ever been to a strip club? no
63. You favorite poem writer? me hehe im published that so counts

64. Do you read the newspaper or watch the news? both

65. Do you like President Bush? yes

66. Are you a Republican, Liberal or Democrat? republican
67. Who is your role model? i dunnp

68. Who is funnier, Ben Stiller or Jim Carrey? ben stiller

69. Do you like to eat nuts? nuts?? haha ok dirty mind kicked in there
70. Milk or soy milk? milk, skim
71. What is your favorite cereal? um...
72. What kind of digital camera do you own? Kodak

73. Do you prefer yahoo messenger or AIM? AIM

74. What type of underwear do you like? Thongs lol
75. Do you have any stretch marks? yes on my boobs

76. What is your favorite candy? Ferrero Roche
77. Do you watch the cooking channel? sometimes when im really bored

78. Do you sing in the car? constantly

79. What is hanging in your bedroom walls? nothing my room is still being re-done

80. Do you like men or women in uniforms? um..not really

81. What is the first thing you notice when checking out someone? everything
82. Have you ever had a one night stand? nope

83. Have you ever been dumped? yes...with the worst break up in history it should be in the world record book for him being the biggest ass
84. Do you prefer presents or gift cards? presents

85. How many brothers and sisters do you have? one brother

86. How do you let a person know that you are not interested in them? i usually dont...they usually can just tell

87. You favorite cartoon? family guy

88. You favorite super hero? none

89. Have you ever been caught masturbating? eww...um no...cuz i dont lol

90. How many tickets have you received in the last 3 years? none
91. Do you snore when you sleep? no but i talk in my sleep so perfectly when people sleep over they think im awake and talking to them

92. Have you ever worn a dress or skirt with no underwear on? no but ive worn a mini-skirt with a thong to school

93. What do you do when you are bored? go online. sleep. complain to ppl about my boredom

94. What is one thing you would change if you had the opportunity? my boobs i want them smaller...im hoping ill wake up one day and they will be gone

95. Have you ever given someone your last dollar? yes

99. Who is your favorite import model? huh?

100. Do you shop at Wal-Mart? rarely

101. How much do you pay in gas, just to fill up your car? i dont

102. Do you wear shoes in your house? yes

103. Have you ever been so drunk you couldn't remember the last thing you did? yes...once lol that was enough

104. How many profile views do you have? i dunno

105. Do you prefer baths or shower? baths my lungs dont work very well and its hard to breathe in steam so if i shower more then once a week i pass out and that isnt fun

106. What time do you usually wake up? school..6 45 but weekends whenever usually 10-11
107. Who is the last person you talked to? Lydia

108. You favorite 80's movie? St Elmos Fire or Sixteen Candles

109. What is the best dish you can prepare? this waffle thing soo good

110. Do you like your job? dont have one

111. Did you have a favorite teacher in school? Mr Angelone
112. Have you ever shot a gun? no or course not

113. Have you ever paid someone for sex or someone paid you? no

114. Have you ever gotten into a car accident? no

115. When was the last time you went to the beach? oc last sept

116. What do you usually order at Starbucks? choclate cold thing
117. Do you think this survey is long? yes

118. How much time do you spend on the computer? tons

119. Do you have Cable, DSL or 56k dial up? iunno
120. Can you dance well? pretty well

121. Do you like pizza? not really to tell u the truth

122. What brand of gum do you chew? spearmint orbit

123. What do you value most in a relationship? comfort, that he can make me laugh and listen to me while im upset

124. What is your favorite alcoholic beverage? um...

125. Do you know how to use Photoshop CS? no
128. What is the most embarrassing moment in your life? i dont wanna talk about it
129. Do you like Tiger Woods? nope

130. What is your all time favorite video game? Mario Party and pokemon snap when i was little

131. You favorite asian actress? um

132. What do you think is romantic? kissing in the rain i want to soo bad
133. Do you have any pimples right now? no i dont get pimples lucky me

134. Do you watch Smallville? no

135. How far back can you remember your child hood memories? my grandpop changing my diaper
136. What year did you graduate? i havent yet but 2007

137. Have you ever stalked anyone? no

138. Have you ever been in love? yes

139. Are you scared of heights? not at all i love them

140. How many times have you flown on a plane? 3

141. Do you take rejections well? no not at all

142. Have you ever volunteered for anything? yes

143. Do you think Michael Jackson is guilty child molestation? yes

144. What is your opinion about Terri Schiavo feeding tube removed? i think it was what was right becuz they were jst delaying the inevitable

145. Have you ever been picked on at school? not really more by my friends
146. Have you ever gotten into a physical fight with somebody? nope

147. Do you like cops? yea i guess

148. Where do you see yourself 5 years from now? in college

149. When is the last time you hugged somebody? yesterday
150. What does love mean to you? tons

I freaking hate school... i hate life.. i am having the worst possible week...im tired of guyz in general im tired of being used...im tired of them not understanding...im tired of being the one they think of as gross and im tired of the i will do stuff with u but not go out with u bull shit im freaking tired of it... im stressed life sux and i almost re-set my fucking counter yesterday all becuz im freaking depressed school is almost over which leaves the stress of finals...final grades report cards and summer and then on top of that the fact that i cannot try out for chamber choir cuz my voice isnt bak from my last recent sickness and i start my six hours today to get my permit and they fucking take u out right one route 73 and ive never even freaking driven a car...im confused and crused annoyed and pissed im through with school it isnt even fucking worth it to try anymore i feel like we are wasting our time as the teachers fucking cram to re teach things they never fucking taught correctly in the first place i hate this everyone thinks im going out with my best friend and im not we are JUST FRIENDS plus hes annoyed and made a really mean comment today that he said he meant in a good way but i see no fucking possiblitly of how " I would never go out with that" could be taken as a good thing im soo annoyed im tired of being hurt im tired of being used...im fucking tired of people leaving stupid ass comments on my myspace saying that my boobs are soo big its gross and they are always popping out...im tired of people telling me to eat constantly and telling me im anorexic and im tired of not being able to buy clothes that fit because im a 3 on the bottom and a G on the top... i hate it ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh



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Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	High
Level 2 (Lustful)	Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Moderate
Level 7 (Violent)	Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	High

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You Know You're From South Jersey When...

You don't "go to the beach", you go "down the shore". In your mind you hear "watch out for the tram car please" even in your sleep. You've had arguments over cheesesteak quality. When it snows more than an inch, you call it a blizzard. You know someone named Siprasiut Xayapachan. You've actually found the Echelon Mall. Your uncle is in the mafia. You or your friends have Lyme Disease. You don't understand why there aren't more 24-hour diners elsewhere in the country. You know what a Wawa is, and know the location of at least 15 of them. You know what became of the 13th Leeds child, and claim to have seen him one time while peeing in the woods. One time you were driving in the woods and got stuck in sand. You have an EZ Pass, but you just hold it up. Even though there's a new Wal-Mart in your town, you still go to the Berlin Farmers Market for cheap stuff. Your neighborhood demonstrates co-existence of African-Americans and racist rednecks. You know that you should get the hell out of Camden before dark. Your car is covered with yellow-green dust in April ann May. You buy Shop-Rite brand food at Shop-Rite. Honesty, sincerity, and courtesy are things you once saw happen in Ohio. You know how to successfully handle a traffic circle. You think the Olive Garden is a bunch of crap and should not open restaurants in South Jersey. You worked at a blueberry farm when you were 13. You played soccer from Kindergarten through high school. You've counted the number of titty bars on the Black Horse Pike. You always went to the Franklin Institute when you were a kid. Your middle school hangout was the mall. You have an unusable, piece-of-shit boat in your front yard. You once skipped school and went to Wildwood. You're Italian. You know where to get the best bagel. You've called someone an "asshole" to their face at the Philly airport. You say "water" weird. Even your school made good Italian subs, but you call them hoagies. You've almost fallen asleep on the Expressway. You've lived through hurricanes, nor'easters and fires, but have never seen a tornado, earthquake or volcano. You can't believe MTV went to Seaside Heights. You know that ACME is an actual store, not just a Warner Bros. creation. You never had school on Rosh Hashanah or Yom Kippur. You take day trips to New York City. The mafia runs half the businesses in your town. You have mandatory recycling. Enforced by law. In the woods behind your house, you can find couches, washing machines, and shoes. You don't have to go to Red Lobster to get fresh seafood. You go to at least one parade at the boardwalk each year. You've made a meal out of Tastycakes, Herr's BBQ potato chips, and Pennsylvania Dutch Birch Beer. You know the Atlantic City High School marching band can lay down some phat beats. You know New Years is all about the Mummers and the Polar Bear club. You smoke Parliament Lights. You go to the local Fire Department barbeque in June. Down the road, in the middle of nowhere, is an Egyptian restaurant and a custard stand with a minature golf course. You know what custard is in South Jersey. You can go bowling at 1:30 A.M. (with automatic scoring!) In high school, you worked at a Friendly's. Route 206 doesn't freak you out at night. One time, a sea gull shit all over your head. You once said, "It smells like Philadelphia in here." You know that people from the 609 area code are "a little different". Your mom still loves Bruce Springsteen. You know it can be -10 degrees and 70 degrees in January in the same year. There's a fruit and vegetable stand down the road. You will always say "YO", and you'll say it often. You scoff at tourists in Philadelphia. Your town has an online commmunity. At least one person brings Big Fizz to a party. You go to another state and sit at a gas station wondering when the people will come out to pump your gas. You have your own bucket for carmel corn refills. You know that no matter how much they put into the Camden waterfront Camden is still Camden. You have to mail your relocated friends tastykakes. You think North Jersey is a different state and South Jersey deserves its own secession. Your high school prom was at the Camden Aquarium or The Mansion in Voorhees. You have season passes to Great Adventure. You refuse to call Hoagies "subs." You know where Olga's Diner is on rt 70. You are tired of people not believing you're from jersey because you don't have a New York accent. You drive by a farm every time you get in the car. You know what "jimmies" are and refuse to call them anything else. Eastern Regional High School has a rip list every year! Your neighbor is either a painter, a plumber, a builder, or an electrician with a work truck in the driveway. You have crossed all 5 bridges into Philly at one point in your life. You take day trips to philly to walk on South Street. You have had a near or close call experiences hitting a deer with your car. You run around in the nearest patch of woods and play paint ball with your buddies. You've considered renaming "the Garden State" to "the Hoagie State" You have a story about the "Hell Hole" ride in Wildwood. You remember the ducks in the middle of Cherry Hill Mall. You call the Berlin Farmer's Market the Berlin Auction or the Auction. You took your report card to Clementon Park for free tickets. You've had some of the best parties in a field. Other people dont know what funnel cake and water ice is because everyone else calls it fried dough and slush. You went "diner hopping" till the sun came up. You don't acknoledge that it is tomorrow until either you go to sleep or the sun comes up. You know where to buy a katana for less than $50. You go on dates to diners and arcades. You have empty Wawa half gallon iced tea bottles all over your car and room. You've ever driven around aimlessly for hours with your friends saying "So, whatta we doin?" You've ever said the phrase "look at fricken MacGyver over here!" You know the difference betwine the train and the speedline. The term "I think of you as a brother" turns into a whole family tree. You ever drove all the way to the shore just to walk around for 5 minutes then drive back. Your memories of places all consist of what you did there once when you were fucked up. You ever went over someone's house to hang out with their mom. You have a knife collection, a PS2, a cell phone, a pager, and a computer but you can't afford to get your car fixed. One of your hangouts is a parking lot. You say "'lanic city", instead of Atlantic City. You can't get that sand out of your toes no matter how long it's been there. You haven't been able to find a decent stromboli since moving out of South Jersey. You've seen a shack with a satellite dish. You know that a Jug Handle is both a feature of the highway and a bar that looks like someone's house in Maple Shade. You know of at least 3 bars where you know they won't card you. You lived near a "crick" not a creek. You don't recognize any one at your family reunion. You say "gimme" instead of give me, or "com' mer" instead of come here. You know a Chrissy and we all know she's gotten around! You think we should sell north "Joisey" to New York for $24. Everyone eventually starred at the Latin Casino. You never could figure out which was the Black Horse Pike or The White Horse Pike. You're a female and have beaten the crap out of at least one guy who wasn't your brother. You ever taken your parents car while they were asleep or away, before you were old enough to drive. You ever cut your foot on a broken bottle in a local stream. You have gotten bad poison ivy from hiding in a bush to make weird noises at the people passing by. There is a dead body somewhere in or near the stream by your house. You have to drive at least 30-60 minutes to get to work in order to make more than $10 an hour. You know what "pulling a camper" means and do it publicly when it is necessary. You know that a "Yield" sign is merely a suggestion. You've considered going to your high school late at night to check for ghosts in the halls rumoured haunted. You think pit bulls are harmless. You don't think you have an accent. Half your high school went to Camden County College. You know what the song "V-town" is about. Your front yard is made out of stones. Everything is "twenty minutes away". If you ask how long it takes to get any place in South Jersey, the person always says, "about twenty minutes". To get to a mall, "Oh, about 20 minutes". To get to the airport, "Mmm, about 20 minutes." To get from Runnemede to Philly, "Only about 20 minutes". Try it. Only the shore areas take more than "twenty minutes". They're usually "an hour and twenty minutes." Thrift shopping with friends is an event. You've intentionally stood in front of the tram car, and you're upset that it no longer stutters. You remember the old Morey's Pier before the fire. Your parents gave in and bought you a hermit crab when you were down the shore. You curse off three drivers in two minutes. You went to StoryBook Land as a kid. You haven't moved out of state soley for the reason you know the food is that bad everywhere else. WHIPOORWILL!! WHIPOORWILL!! You know the one-day sale at JC Penny's really lasts three. You live in a "dry town" and every road out of it has a liquor store at the town border. Every time someone in Hollywood makes fun of Jersey, you're mad and proud at the same time. Your big elementary school trip was to Springdale Farms. You know what the conductor is going to say for every stop on the PATCO HighSpeedline. Your neighborhood has a name that ties people together, as in "the kids" Your shoes have turned black from being in Pennsauken. You know at least 5 people who work at a prison. You say "porta reeko" instead of puerto rico, as it should be pronounced. You go to college and describe where you live in reference to how far you are from Cherry Hill. You come home from college for christmas break and 75% of your HS graduating class is at the same diner you are at 3am. You aren't scared of the speed line. You don't even care when you leave your door unlocked. More than one of your friends has spent more than a week at your house. You've lived in a row home. Making left turns just doesn't feel right anymore. You have a super secret place to sled that in better than anywhere else in town! You remember The Garden State Race Track and the day it burnt to the ground and all the tons of ashes that fell for miles. You can spend the day at the Berlin Auction shopping at the outside flea market. "Jeet?" makes sense when you hear it. The only thing you can play on guitar is "Stairway to Heaven" You were amazed Moorsetown was on MTV Cribs. A member of your family does not have all of their teeth. You know Voorhees used to be known as Kirkwood. You had a birthday party at Xhilarama. You've been to 2 or more festivals named after some kind of fruit (strawberry, apple, blueberry, lima bean). You're astounded when a friend that moves tells you theres not a Wawa nor CVS withen a 10 mile radius of them. Going to New York is a huge trip but Philly is someplace to go when you're bored. You think Amish people are amazing. Your whole school knows when each water ice place opens, and the line goes on forever! You would drop everything you were doing and run to the voting polls right now if you heard we were voting to make North and South Jersey separate states. Summer is a process, not a season. You've ever been to Wheaton Village. You know which places were built on indian burial grounds. You've slept behind a Wawa. You remember Caldor. You've had a dinner with your friends for less than $3. You don't know that in every other state, people get their liscenses when they're 16. Everyone you know has had Confirmation but never goes to church. After seeing a movie at the Ritz, you hang out at Tunes and then play Scrabble at Coffeeworks. You know all of the "back roads" to get everywhere and prefer them to the expressway. You think a mountain is any landform taller than your house. You know what a "shoe-bie" is and can pick one out at the beach. You go to Delaware to buy smokes. You can name all the flavors of salt water taffy. You can smell and know when it's low tide. You remember the bad gypsy moth years. You eat at restaurants that have locations I, II, III, IV, and V. You know that you don't put ketchup on boardwalk fries. You get three 50's in a row when you play skeeball. Donald Trump is mentioned at least daily in your local paper. You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from south Jersey.

The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!
Created by -ambiguous and taken 42640 times on bzoink!
What is your favorite..
gum	orbit
restaurant	carabas
drink	ice tea
season	spring
type of weather	rain/warm
emotion	excited
thing to do on a half day	sleep
late-night activity	watch tv
sport	football
city	new york
store	hm...
When was the last time you..
cried	last night
played a sport	gym
laughed	um...
hugged someone	last night
kissed someone	last night
felt depressed	last night
felt elated	hm..
felt overworked	always
faked sick	hm... i neva have to fake
lied	today
What was the last..
word you said	ok
thing you ate	cereal
song you listened to	punk rock princess
thing you drank	water
place you went to	school
movie you saw	chicago
movie you rented	chicago
concert you attended	haha... bsb in like 5th grade
Who was the last person you..
hugged	morgan
cried over	no comment
kissed	hm...
danced with	ashley
shared a secret with	morgan
had a sleepover with	ashley
called	morgan
went to a movie with	ashley
saw	jenna
were angry with	morgan
couldn't take your eyes off of	hm...
obsessed over	no comment
Have you ever..
danced in the rain	yupperz
kissed someone	yupperz
done drugs	nope
drank alcohol	yup
slept around	nope
partied 'til the sun came up	yup
had a movie marathon	yup
gone too far on a dare	nope
spun until you were immensely dizzy	yupperz
taken a survey quite like this before	yupperz
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yea soo life sux but then again what else is new right... well lets see im still sick and i have an appointment with a new doctor a pulminologist i think doctors make up names for themselves just to make more money becuz then people think o.. i ve never been to that kind of doctor before maybe i should yea well i had a total lung relapsey thingy yesterday in school and couldnt breathe becuz stupid me forgot to take my internal bleeding medicine so my lung started to bleed (damn endometriosis) and i couldnt breathe so my blood wasnt getting enough oxygen so i started to shake like crazy and i didnt wanna go home becuz i am still making up tests from my last recent sickness la la la la la and then stupid morgan worded something wrong and told eric that we were double dating with her and joe which is totally not the case were just hanging out and now he thinks i like him which is horrible becuz he likes ashley and ahhh the world just keeps on turing in circle that are not in my favor ever la la la la la maybe ill just die that would solve EVERYTHING

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Never Have I Ever...

X = True Statement

(X) Never Have I Ever Driven Drunk

(?) Never Have I Ever Been Drunk

(X) Never Have I Ever Done Shrooms

( ) Never Have I Ever Kissed A Member Of The Opposite Sex

( ) Never Have I Ever Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

(X) Never Have I Ever Crashed A Friend's Car

(X) Never Have I Ever Been To Japan

( ) Never Have I Ever Rode In A Taxi

(X) Never Have I Ever Had Anal Sex

( ) Never Have I Ever Been In Love

(x) Never Have I Ever Had Sex In Public

( ) Never Have I Ever Been Dumped

(X) Never Have I Ever Done Cocaine

(x) Never Have I Ever Shoplifted

(X) Never Have I Ever Been Fired

(X) Never Have I Ever Been In A Fist Fight

(X) Never Have I Ever Had Group Intercourse

(X) Never Have I Ever Snuck Out Of My Parent's House

( ) Never Have I Ever Been Tied Up

(X) Never Have I Ever Been Caught Masturbating

(X) Never Have I Ever Pissed On Myself

(X) Never Have I Ever Had Sex With A Member Of The Same Sex

(X) Never Have I Ever Been Arrested

(X) Never Have I Ever Made Out With A Stranger

(x) Never Have I Ever Stole Something From My Job ...haha pens

(X) Never Have I Ever Celebrated New Years In Time Square

(X) Never Have I Ever Gone On A Blind Date

( ) Never Have I Ever Lied To A Friend

(X) Never Have I Ever Had A Crush On A Teacher

(X) Never Have I Ever Celebrated Mardi-Gras In New Orleans

(X) Never Have I Ever Been To Europe

(x) Never Have I Ever Skipped School

(x) Never Have I Ever Slept With A Co-Worker

( ) Never Have I Ever Cut Myself On Purpose

(X) Never Have I Ever Had Sex At The Office

(X) Never Have I Ever Been Married

(X) Never Have I Ever Been Divorced

(x) Never Have I Ever Had Sex With More Than One Person Within The Same Week

(X) Never Have I Ever Posed Nude

(X) Never Have I Ever Gotten Someone Drunk Just To Have Sex With Them

(X) Never Have I Ever Killed Anyone

(x) Never Have I Ever Received Scars From My Sex Partner

(X) Never Have I Ever Thrown Up In A Bar

(X) Never Have I Ever Purposely Set A Part Of Myself On Fire

(X) Never Have I Ever Eaten Sushi

(X) Never Have I Ever Been Snowboarding

(X) Never Have I Ever Had Sex At A Friend's House While They Were Throwing A Party

(X) Never Have I Ever Had Sex In A Dressing Room

( ) Never Have I Ever Flashed Anyone

(X) Never Have I Ever Hooked Up with a Friend's Sibling

(x) Never Have I Ever Purchased Pornography


God my life is boring lol

A girl died in 1933 by a homicide murderer. He buried her in the ground when she was still alive. The murdered chanted, "Toma sota balcu" as he buried her. Now that you have read the chant, you will meet this little girl. In the middle of the night she will be on your ceiling. She will suffocate you like she was suffocated. If you post this, she will not bother you. Your kindness will be rewarded

yea okay so apparently im very f-ing sick... blah tests being done that involve 6 tubes of blood work and brain scans and MRI's which are very fucking evil cuz they like lock u in a tube for like 3 hours while u cant move and all u hear is what sounds like someone banging on the ceiling so yea i soooo looking forward to that... my fucking head feels like its goin to explode yada yada yada i almost passed out at the doctors office today becuz apparently contrary to what the doctor may think me not eating for 4 days + 6 tubes of blood = Kristen on the floor and i hate being home cuz i miss so much at school and now im gonna miss next thursday (if my headache eva goes away) for a stupid orthodontist appointment and now this MRI blahhhhhhhhhhhh... i dont know y i bother no one reads this anyway..................YOU ALL SUCK

1. Full Name: Kristen Marie Duff
2. Do you wish on stars? Yes but it never works *sighs*
3. If you were making a movie about yourself, what would the title be? hm...
4. Do you like your handwriting? sometimes
5. Any bad habits? nail biting but i cant do that with braces so i have taken on the lovely art of biting the sides of my fingers and my lips
6. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf? hmm... 98 degress
7. Are you a daredevil? not really
8. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? most likely
9. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? nope i wish
10. Do fish have feelings? of course!!
11. What was your favorite toy as a child? A doll named Lisa but than my brother decapitated her and removed her limbs one by one god i hated him.. and then it became Lisa #2 lol
12. Have you ever been on radio or television? yup
13. Do you have a journal? only online writing my thoughts on paper is wayy to risky
14. Do you use sarcasm a lot? definatly
15. What are your nicknames? Krist, Kris, lil duff, midget, midgetwoman, kristen the piston.... the list goes on
16. Would you bungee jump? definatly
17. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? never
18.Who was the last person you yelled at? jenna i think
19.What was the last memorable book you read? Dicey's song
20.When did you last dance? yesterday in the bathroom at the theater
21What's the last thing you want to hear from your parents?hm....
22.When did you last go for a walk in the park? iunno
23.When did you last do your ironing? october when i steam burned my dining room table
24.When was the last time you smiled ALL day? iunno
25.What color of socks do you normally wear? all different
26.Do you like stuffed animals? YES!!! so much
27.Have you ever smashed pumpkins? not purposly
28.Do you read labels when shopping for food? yupperz
29.Can you quote Shakespeare? yup
30.Are you a neat freak? sometimes
31.Do you ever eat lemons plain? all the time
32.Do you own any knee-high boots? actually i do
33.What is your favorite gemstone? amethyst
34.Has someone done something extra nice to you? not lately....hmm if ever
35.Would you rather have mint or fruit flavored gum? mint
36.Have you ever eaten grass? yes i have eaten onion grass when i was little in philly
37.Do you ever eat food right out of cans or jars? peanut butter
38.Has your mind ever gone blank? all the time
39.Do you have recurring dreams? yes about tidal waves in a place where tidal waves would most likely not occur
40.Are you kind? i hope so
41.Would you give a needy person the shirt off your back? do i have another shirt?
42do you have any beanie babies? yea about.... 80 i love them sooo much
43.is the glass half full, or half empty? half full i think depending on my mood





lalalala im depressed... dont know why dont u freaking love those days where u have no apparent difficulty (besides ur normal ones) and yet u still feel as though u could like kill someone god i hate it people are soooooooo evil...

Mrs. Alvarado gave me a C bahh not cool

I got a 88% on Brangan's midterm hehe *does happy dance* la la la

nehhhhhhhhhh
~me

ok im kinda pissed but im not getting into it lately everyone has been annoying me and believe me i could probably find at least one reason to be pissed at everyone but i have to resist temptation and not be lately o feel as if no one cares and dont even f-ing comment and be like oh i care i love u becuz bull u care... prove it none of u can therefore dont...dont.... i went to the mall yesterday with morgan and ashley and got new clothes i have a $40 gift card to abercrombie and i can buy like a pair of socks so thats retarded....lalala pissy mood

oober bitch have returned

~me

You are Elizabeth Bathory. (The bloodcountess)
Legend tells us that you, this very rich,
beautiful and high born woman tortured and
murdered some 650 young women and bathed in
their warm blood to keep yourself beautiful.
In some stories, it is said you have drank thier
blood as well. You were a sexual sadist on a
grand scale.
Ah vanity is your downfall. For shame!


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you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse


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Raver Bear


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Your Heart is Blue


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hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
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You're "There's No "I" in
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had a totally meaningless convo with joey which did nothin and just pissed me off even more and although i too believe that 2 years is long to dwell i guess u have to be in my head to totally understand my thoughts on this issue and even if your positive u know everything believe me u do not so yea had a total vent session with jenna which involved me totally freaking out about an event that she doesnt even know maybe half of the story but oh wellz my parents decided for my sweet 16 i get to totally redecorate my room with anything i want including new windows furntiure carpet etc... yay... not to mention stuff like jewlery boxes yayz plus i get to still have a house party hehe
ya
~me